The accused aggressor Marilyn Manson previously admitted that he threatened to rape a woman who rejected his advances – and that he came in a few moments to try to kill an ex-girlfriend.
The shocker, who was abandoned by the record label this week on numerous allegations of abuse, made astonishing admissions about his behavior with women in his 1999 autobiography, “The Long Hard Road Out of Hell.”
He even admitted that he was close to committing the “perfect murder” of a former bandmate and boyfriend named Nancy – becoming frightening moments before he tried to burn her home in the early 1990s.
“It was the first time I seriously considered murder. “He had to die,” wrote the 52-year-old rocker, whose real name is Brian Warner.
“Although I didn’t think it was right to take a human life, I didn’t think it was right to deny myself the chance to kill someone, especially someone whose existence meant so little to the world and to herself,” he said. wrote.
“At the time, taking someone’s life seemed like a necessary growth and learning experience, such as losing one’s virginity or having a baby.”
After tying up with a friend to help him, Manson wrote about how “they followed her, dumped her house, and realized her routine” before heading home. Fort Lauderdale in Nancy with “kerosene, matches and rags”.
But as they approached, a homeless man began chasing them as he tried to sell drugs – and they were eventually frightened by a series of sirens heading to a nearby emergency room, he wrote. Sleeve.
“After that night, I became too paranoid to kill Nancy, too scared to be caught and sent to prison,” he wrote. “I woke up to telling too many people about my hatred of her and even the best plan … it wasn’t good enough to protect us from accidental events like passing police cars.”
Elsewhere, Manson recalled how he and another friend harassed a “hot brunette” they both fell in love with, but “they wouldn’t even recognize our humanity.”
“I went back to my usual and deviant way of getting a girl’s attention: malicious, asshole behavior,” he wrote, saying they would make threatening calls “every day for almost a month.”
“In the beginning, the calls were harmless. But they quickly got worse, “he wrote.
“We are following you,” we would have threatened her at the height of our lust masked by spite. “You better not leave work tonight, because we will rape you in the parking lot and then we will crush you under your own car,” he wrote.
Manson was set on fire on Monday, when actress Evan Rachel Wood accused him of being the man who “horribly abused” her for years.
“I was brainwashed and manipulated into obedience,” the rocker’s ex-girlfriend wrote in an Instagram post – leading to numerous other accusations against the singer.
Manson insisted the allegations were “horrible distortions of reality.”
“My intimate relationships have always been consensual with partners with the same idea. No matter how – and why – others now choose to distort the past, this is the truth, ”he wrote on Instagram.