Justin Bieber says there was a “lack of trust” at the beginning of his marriage to Hailey Baldwin

Justin Bieber spoke of how “tough” the first year of his marriage to Hailey Baldwin Bieber was, saying there was a “lack of trust.”

The “Lonely” singer spoke honestly with GQ about religion, his music and his relationship with Baldwin Bieber.

Ryan Good, one of Bieber’s oldest friends, called Baldwin Bieber “a strong, consistent, stabilizing force in his life,” but the singer did not hesitate to admit that “the first year of marriage was really tough.” .

“Because there were many, the return to traumatic things. It just lacked confidence. It was all these things that you don’t want to admit to the person you’re with, because it’s scary, “he said. “You don’t want to scare them by saying, ‘I’m scared.'”

The 27-year-old said he felt like he was walking on eggshells in his first year as a husband.

But things have changed, he said: “We just create these moments for ourselves, as a couple, as a family, that we build these memories. And it’s nice that we’re looking forward to it. Before, I didn’t look forward to it in my life. My home life has been unstable. As if my life at home didn’t exist. I didn’t have a significant one. I had no one to love. I had no one to pour into. But now I have that. ”

The couple, who met in 2009, were started and stopped for years before tying the knot in 2018. Since then they have renewed their vows and often talked about the life they build together.

In a 2019 interview with Vogue, Bieber Baldwin said he wants fans to know that the couple is “young people learning as we go” and that their lives are not “a magic fantasy.”

“It will always be difficult. It’s a choice. You don’t feel it every day. You don’t wake up every day saying, “I’m absolutely so in love and you’re perfect.” That’s not what it’s like to be married, “she said.

“But it’s beautiful anyway – about the desire to fight for something, commit to building with someone. We are really young and this is a scary thing. We will change a lot. But we are committed to growing together and supporting each other in these changes. That’s how I look at it. And at the end of the day, he’s my best friend. I never get sick of him. “