The public story between Jessica White and Nick Cannon seemed like a whirlwind for their social media followers. In June 2020, the supermodel uploaded a series of black and white photos where she posed in the buff and declared her love for the media mogul. “I’ve always been the love of my life. TRUE love can never break. You’re me and I’m for eternity. @Nickcannon you’re a king always remember the hell.”

What was not known was that the mother of Nick Cannon’s son, Brittany Bell, was pregnant at the time – until someone commented on one of her posts congratulating her. After White found out, she wrote online that she hoped she and Brittany could “build a sister and a ship of friends for the sake of family.”

Soon, Jessica had deleted her page from Cannon and the relationship was supposed to be over. The actor and Bell seem to have rekindled their love, and now White is sincerely revealing details about her long relationship with Cannon and their previous hopes of having children together.

“It’s been years, almost six years,” the model said Hollywood Unlockedand Jason Lee. “We simply loved each other unconditionally and we were friends. You know, when you have a very close friendship with a person, you know each other. And you have a kind of understanding of how things will move and how you position yourself. He understood me and my madness, and I understood his and we just got along. We got along well and were in a very good space before it was over.

She admitted that she was in love with Cannon and the feeling was mutual, however, she is no longer in that space. The model also talked about the online discovery that Brittany expected. White said he had no idea, but “[Brittany] he was aware that I had just had a miscarriage. Two weeks before her news, I told her and I lived at his house. He knew that too. But I found out on Instagram along with the rest of the world. “

“I felt a lot of things,” the model said when asked if she felt betrayed. “You have to remember, I was passing – however, my hormonal changes, I was about to start in vitro. So when I went out, people thought, oh, I was this homewrecker. Not. life happens. I was intimidated for months by that whole situation, because I was still trying to be nice about it, like we didn’t break up right away. In fact, we were still trying to work things out. He was with me for my birthday, as if it wasn’t until I went home to New Orleans to visit my family that I had to ask myself some difficult questions. “

She also said she spoke to Cannon weeks ago and he told her he would “correct his mistakes” and come to defend his name, “but he hasn’t done that yet.” White said he was still “incredibly painful,” but he was confident Cannon would be a spokesman. See the clips from her interview below.