If we know anything about Kurt CobainHe is a tormented man, but despite the fact that he committed suicide 26 years ago, he is an artist who continues to reach new generations and continues to excite those who, thanks to him, fell in love with grunge.
Krist Novoselic, Dave Grohl and Cobain took music to another level, but the blond boy seemed unhappy with the success around them. Nirvana.
His story is full of childhood traumas, but what matters to us today is the relationship she had with him. Boddah, your imaginary friend.
Perhaps Boddah was the product of his constant search to escape reality and face the loneliness he suffered as a child, that invisible being occupying the moments of deep silence that so frightened the little one. Kurt Cobain.
The artist’s parents were worried about their son’s penchant for fantasy, so when one of the musician’s uncles enlisted in Vietnam, they told Cobain that Boddah had been called, too, with the intention of forgetting him forever. However, some relatives of the musician say that this imaginary friend probably inspired him to start singing.
Image of the leader Nirvana, made in 1993. (Photo: AP)
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What is a fact is that paper which was found in the room where the lifeless body of Kurt Cobain, did not address his wife Courtney Love, nor his daughter Frances Bean, but that childhood companion who gave him an escape from his harsh reality: Boddah.
This is the translation of the original text …
For Boddah:
Speaking like an experienced fool, who would rather be a sterilized childish charlatan. This note should be fairly easy to understand. Everything I learned in the punk rock classes I took over the years, from my first contact with, say, the ethics of independence and my connection to my environment, proved to be true. It’s been too long since I’ve been excited to listen to or create music or write it or even rock’n’roll. I feel incredibly guilty. For example, when the lights go out before the concert and the audience screams, they don’t affect me as they did Freddy Mercury, who seemed to love the fact that the audience loved and adored him. Which I admire and envy a lot. In fact, none of you can be fooled. It just wouldn’t be right for me. Pretending to feel 100% okay would be the worst crime I could have imagined. Sometimes I feel like I should log in before going on stage. I tried everything to stop this. (And I keep trying, believe me God, but it’s not enough.)
I am aware that I, we have influenced and liked many people. I have to be one of those narcissists who only appreciates things when they’ve already happened. I’m too simple. I need to be a little anesthetized to regain the enthusiasm I had as a child. In our last three tournaments, we have appreciated much more all the people we have personally met, who are our fans, but, despite this, I can not overcome the frustration, guilt and hypersensitivity to people. There is only good in me and I think I love people too much. So much so that it makes me feel damn sad. Typical sad, sensitive, dissatisfied fish, God! Why can’t I be happy? I do not know! I have a divine woman, full of ambition and understanding, and a daughter who reminds me a lot of how I was.
Full of love and joy, she trusts everyone because everyone is good for her and she thinks they won’t hurt her. That scares me so much that it almost immobilizes me. I can’t bear to think that Frances will turn into a sinister, miserable and self-destructive rocker, as I became. I have everything, everything. And I appreciate it, but from the age of seven I hate people in general … Just because it seems easy for people to relate and be understanding. Just because I love and I’m too sorry for people. Thank you all from the bottom of my stomach nausea for your letters and interest in recent years. I’m a fickle, crazy creature. My passion is exhausted and remember that it is better to burn than to slowly fade. Peace, love and understanding. Kurt Cobain.
Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your altar.
Please, Courtney, move on to Frances,
for his life he will be much happier without me. I love you I love you! “
Suicide letter from Kurt Cobain (Photo: AP)
In this suicide letter Give up your career, your fans and your life. He talks about the fatigue of his life in rock, but what is striking is that he dedicates only a few lines to talk about love and his family.
According to experts, this raises suspicions, because this is not how a suicide works …
With information from TN.com
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