Billie Eilish opens the story of her love with rapper 7: AMP and their possible split in the new documentary: “I just wasn’t happy”
Billie Eilish gives his legion of fans a naughty look at his personal life and the creative process behind his successful debut album in the new documentary, The World’s A Little Blurry, which came out on Friday.
The document follows her from the last part of the recording for – When we all fall asleep, where do we go? – at the 2020 Grammy Awards, where he won four trophies out of six nominations at the age of 18.
The 19-year-old, who has largely kept her private dating life, opens about her relationship with rapper 7: AMP (born Brandon Adams), 24, whom she calls “Q”.
At the beginning of the Apple TV + document, she can be heard telling Q that she loves him on the phone, but as she nears the end, Eilish breaks up with him.
Revealer: 19-year-old Billie Eilish opens her story with rapper 7: AMP (born Brandon Adams) and their eventual split in the new documentary – The World’s A Little Blurry
As more is revealed, Eilish can be seen having difficulty approaching Q as he leaves for the tour and, again, when he returns home to Los Angeles, where he also lives.
She will continue to interrupt with him during a conversation before arriving on stage for a concert at Pier 17 in New York City.
“I just wasn’t happy.” I didn’t want the same things he wanted and I don’t think it’s right for him ‘, says the singer Everything I Wanted.
“I don’t think you should be in a very enthusiastic relationship with things that the other person couldn’t care less about.”
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Trying to be honest with herself, Eilish details how she didn’t think the state of their romance was “right” for either of them.
“It simply came to our notice then. I literally said, “Man, you don’t have enough love to love yourself, so you can’t love me, man. And you don’t. [laughs] You think so. “
With some time to reflect on the disappearance of the relationship, she admits that she still loves Q.
‘I’m not over him, I haven’t found anyone else. I didn’t stop loving them “, she explains.
“I just spent a little time away from him and I thought, ‘Wow, I miss you so much because I’m worried about you all the time and I don’t want what you want and you don’t want what I want.’ “I can’t fix it. I tried.”
Behind the scenes: the document follows the teenage artist from the last part of the recording for her debut album – When we all fall asleep, where do we go? – until the 2020 Grammy Awards, where he took home four trophies from six nominations
There is a scene in the document in which Eilish forgets the lyrics of one of her songs during a show at Coachella and calls Q, apparently for support. Before turning off the phone, he threw the phone on the floor, frustrated, as reported People.
Q would continue to break his hand after hitting a wall, and Eilish reveals to a friend, “I’m trying to get him to go to therapy. It’s so self-destructive.
In another scene, she reveals that Q didn’t receive anything for Valentine’s Day, when asked about how they celebrated their boyfriend’s birthday.
Eilish quickly gained fame after her song, Ocean Eyes, in 2015, when she was only 13 years old.
Four years later, When we all fall asleep, where do we go? debuted at number one on the Billboard 200 and became one of the best-selling albums of 2019.
Honestly: “I just wasn’t happy. I didn’t want the same things he wanted and I don’t think it’s right for him “, confessed the singer Everything I Wanted; she is photographed in January 2021